So on Saturday there's going to a this one lady from my church who's getting married. I don't know about you, but I LOVE weddings (: I'm always gushing and daydreaming about how I want my wedding to be when the right guy and time comes. But uh, here's the thing. It's kinda stupid cos I don't even wanna get married ...
All my dreams and hopes are crushed. See, its sorta complicated. I look at things ... differently. For me, I am absolutely devoted to someone when I find the right person. I may just be ... sixteen. But after having some ... physical activities, I have no plans to be with another person other than him. Its just, I don't like the idea of doing physical activities with another guy. Its just wrong, whoreish. SINFUL.
But that is my opinion and how I look at things. Dont care. So I'm still waiting for him to come around, and have a fairtytale happy ending. Hopeless romantic I am ... Sigh.
It's pretty sad, cause I already planned out what I want my dream wedding that's never going to happen to be like. Lol ): The colors will be red and white. Porque? Cause red is my favorite color. I mean, at least most weddings I see are always either pink, peach, or something like that. I want a traditional Catholic wedding in the church I practically grew up in. I want my reception to be in a huge grand hotel ballroom, that comes along with a big dance floor. I want a big cake. With many many guest, even if I don't know half of them to poured into my ceromony/reception. I want that tradtional wedding reception. You know, the father daugther dance, the best man makes a speech, and all that other stuff. SIGH lol
I found a dress to wear on Saturday (: It's from Windsor, it's cheap.. But the thing I'm worried about is that it is still Janurary so the weather might be a bit to cold for the dress "/
If i pull off a few pounds, I probably won't look so fat in it too. But other than that, I like it {; Until then, toodles <3
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