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Tuesday, 13 January 2009
Wednesday, 07 January 2009
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Wedding ?!
So on Saturday there's going to a this one lady from my church who's getting married. I don't know about you, but I LOVE weddings (: I'm always gushing and daydreaming about how I want my wedding to be when the right guy and time comes. But uh, here's the thing. It's kinda stupid cos I don't even wanna get married ...
All my dreams and hopes are crushed. See, its sorta complicated. I look at things ... differently. For me, I am absolutely devoted to someone when I find the right person. I may just be ... sixteen. But after having some ... physical activities, I have no plans to be with another person other than him. Its just, I don't like the idea of doing physical activities with another guy. Its just wrong, whoreish. SINFUL.
But that is my opinion and how I look at things. Dont care. So I'm still waiting for him to come around, and have a fairtytale happy ending. Hopeless romantic I am ... Sigh.
It's pretty sad, cause I already planned out what I want my dream wedding that's never going to happen to be like. Lol ):
The colors will be red and white. Porque? Cause red is my favorite color. I mean, at least most weddings I see are always either pink, peach, or something like that. I want a traditional Catholic wedding in the church I practically grew up in. I want my reception to be in a huge grand hotel ballroom, that comes along with a big dance floor. I want a big cake. With many many guest, even if I don't know half of them to poured into my ceromony/reception. I want that tradtional wedding reception. You know, the father daugther dance, the best man makes a speech, and all that other stuff. SIGH lol
I found a dress to wear on Saturday (: It's from Windsor, it's cheap.. But the thing I'm worried about is that it is still Janurary so the weather might be a bit to cold for the dress "/
If i pull off a few pounds, I probably won't look so fat in it too. But other than that, I like it {;
Until then, toodles <3 -
Listening: Kyla - Love Will Lead You BackJan 5: Uncle Robby died. Apparently he died at the hospital yesterday night at Indo "/ I heard he was coughing blood. Poor him ... I heard he liked to carry me around alot when I was a little baby. Awwh. Even if I never got to know him like that, I sure as heck going to miss him. R.I.P <3
Jan 6: Funeral prayer today at thee casa. On that time of month right now, and every little thing is pissing me off right now. And the prima menor is hella annoying. ATTITUDE ISSUES NIGGA. I sweaaaar, if I was super mean, I would RIP her hair out. Too bad she's just a little girl. As much as I love kids, the hella spoiled ones are so D:<
Mad mad mad mad mad annoying annoying annoying annoying.
I know what my new years resolution is going to be. :D
- Become a better person (Who doesn't have this as there resolution?)
- Flat tummy, fit body by the end of the year (I'm going to accomplish it this time)
- No soda (I'm pretty sure I can do that)
- Better grades, at least 1 C and no Ds & Fs
- Get my permit by the end of the year, cos I wanna drive soon D:
But seriously, I really wanna be a better person. I'm not a jealous person anymore [: Thats good. I just have to think of the good things to prevent the jealousy to go away. I wanna lose my temper issues, and not be an angry person like how I was when I was last year. Anyways, toodles {;
Friday, 02 January 2009
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2OO9
Now Playing: Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth
MERRY NEW YEAR !!! First of all, I miss O8 already. I'll admit, last year turned out better than I expected it to. It started off depressing, but it eventually got better. All these new friends I made, new people I met, people who I got closer to, the laughs and fun we shared, OH MAAN ! Too great ! I'll miss it "/ Hopefully this year will be even better
New years resolution? I actually haven't thought about what I wanna accomplish this year. Anyways, next year I'm graduating ! EXCITING. But it will be awhile. I guess I'm going to have to start thinking about what I wanna do once HS is over. I already have a few things in mind, so hopefully I accomplish it.
Only one more week of winter break. I like winter break this year(: Adeleine came over to Valen's house for a week. So we got to hang out for most of the week. Teehee. Christmas was great. LAKERS WON CELTICS ! Anyways, since I deleted my MySpace, I haven't talked to any of my friends ): The only one that I actually talk to is Indah, everyone else .. its like they don't even exist in my life. SIGH. Can't wait to go back to school kinda. Caesar's going to start school at RHS. (: Too bad he's not as excited. But who would be? He's leaving REV, where all the bomb girls are. Shoot, if I was a guy, I'd be pretty upset too. Ahaha. Here's some pictures to enjoy.
Sunday, 27 April 2008
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Listening To: Metro Station - Shake Ittoday was so much FUN!
hahahaha.
KEVIN was so cute! :D
That wuhs Goldy (: Newais. Yeaa wuh she said. Today was divertida ! Yeee nigga (: Im not shy nemore. Hahaha. Thas good rightt?! Mhm. I went up on stage too and partied like a rockstar. Ew nvm thas ugly. HAHAHAHA. Buh yeaaa. I had to read a prayer .. and I wasn't nervous [: YAY ! K im sleepy bye neegas
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